Here's the Ontological Shock

I'm going to tell you what this supposedly shocking truth is. Once you understand it, you'll realize why disclosure will never happen and that it doesn’t matter, because the UFO phenomenon is just a footnote to something much greater. In fact, you’ll realize that you hold a VIP ticket to Disneyland but you're sitting in the parking lot staring wide-eyed at the maintenance crew.

The Truth

It’s easy to overcomplicate this, or resort to riddles, so I’m just going to break it down to its bare bones – which is all I really understand of it, anyway. I’ll start from the top and move on from there: there is no god, gods, or cosmic judge presiding over us. There is only us.

We are eternal pieces of consciousness in biological vessels experiencing temporary life in a simulated universe. What we call aliens, and the UAP/UFO phenomena, are just versions of ourselves in the “backroom” (outside the simulation), monitoring, administering and manipulating our experience of this life.

I’ll expand on all this now.

What are we?

Consciousness (or the soul, if you prefer) is eternal - it exists outside of our bodies and outside of this universe. It resides in that backroom I mentioned - another realm. That is a "fixed", eternal realm, whilst this is a temporary, fabricated realm of possibilities. Our bodies, chiefly our brains, “tune in” to this consciousness and creates our temporary sense of self.

Our consciousness ultimately comes from something I’ll refer to as the source, which is like a hive or collective of souls. It “exists” in that other, real realm. The source isn’t exactly a physical place, but a state of being defined by pure safety, security, and unconditional love.

We are part of this unified, infinite system, which is exploring its own potential through the temporary illusion of separation in a fabricated universe. Basically, we are both the creator and the creation.

The source is where we came from and is where we return once these temporary vessels expire.

What is Death, Then?

Death is not an ending; it’s a "waking up" or a return to our eternal home: the source. If you ever get a taste of this state before you die, you’ll recognize it instantly. You’ll just know that’s where you were before your birth, and where you’ll return after you pass.

However, you don't return as “you.” We completely lose our human sense of self and merge back into the collective source. The drop returns to the ocean and forgets it was a drop.

I’m sorry to tell you that you won’t live for eternity in “heaven” - a paradise garden, side-by-side with your human spouse and family. The very concept of "self" and "others" disappears when you return to the source. You are everyone and everyone is you.

But you won’t care, because once you’re in that state, everything is perfect and makes perfect sense. You shed all the restrictions, pains, and anxieties of your physical vessel and exist in a state of pure, frictionless comfort, safety, and peace.

It’s a feeling beyond human words - a feeling of pure perfection, of everything being just right. I can’t explain it satisfactorily.

What is the Point of Life?

There is more to this than I understand, but here is what I do get:

The "You" reading this right now is a temporary focal point of the source, the infinite consciousness. Life is essentially an opportunity for us to gather experiences in this temproary human form and feed them back to the source. To ensure a "pure" human experience, when we enter our human bodies, we purposefully "forget" where we come from.

Basically, we are here to experience that which a perfect, unified, fixed state cannot. We collect data for the source through experiences, but I don't really, fundamentally get why.

What I do know is that life has to be a brutal playground, and it must be played without the absolute certainty that it is only a temporary game. Without fear, there is no opportunity to practice courage. Without betrayal, there is no chance for forgiveness. Without loss, there is no measure for the depth of our love.

We leave our flawless, painless source specifically to experience the friction of a physical body. The fear, grief, and physical challenges you experience in life are not punishments; they are the exact reason we are here.

What About my Pets?

This one came as a bit of a shock to me: animals come from and return to the exact same source of consciousness that we do, and their experiences of life hold equal value. Every life experience, whether human or animal, feeds back into the collective source.

The best way to conceptualize the difference between human and animal consciousness is to think of animals experiencing life on a different octave or frequency to us. They are playing a different note, but their experience of life is not worth less than ours, it’s just as valuable.

Eternity

The idea of eternity always frightened me. Even the thought of spending forever with loved ones doing things I adore felt terrifying because it has no end. But that fear stems from visualizing eternity through a human lens. We imagine it as a straight, linear timeline of yesterdays, todays, and tomorrows stretching out endlessly.

That idea of eternity is wrong. Eternity is actually existing constantly in the "now." There is no past or future to think and worry about; everything exists simultaneously in the present. It makes perfect sense when you experience it, even if it’s incredibly hard to translate into words.

"Love"

This part still confuses me, but it's one of the most beautiful parts of it all.

Love is not a human emotion; it is the very fabric of reality. The best way I can explain it is that love is the foundation upon which all of existence, in this realm and the other, is built.

I don't fully understand why, but love is everything.

How Should We Live?

We are in these vessels to explore, create, study, and learn. We are meant to treat life as an active explorer, not a passive spectator. Whether we are learning an instrument, studying physics, tasting new food, or simply enjoying nature, we are here to interact and expand the collective data pool.

Don't Take Yourself Too Seriously

This is crucial: taking ourselves too seriously is the very essence of our human baggage, ego, taking over. When you meet the true, unmasked versions of ourselves in the other realm, you’ll find them incredibly playful, mischievous (impish even), and humorous. They look at our anxieties and laugh at how seriously we take everything.

We must stop treating life like a high-stakes trial where we are constantly being graded.

Prioritize joy, laughter, song, and play, and understand that there is absolutely no hierarchy of life experience. We are obsessed with leaving legacies, but success, status, and legacy mean literally nothing in that realm. They are expressions of the ego, not the collective.

The silly song you improvise to bring a smile to your child’s face is just as spiritually valuable as a Grammy-winning record, a Booker Prize-winning novel, or a World Cup winner's medal. The fan fiction that only your friends read, the guitar riff you show your husband, or the water fight you have with your kids feeds the exact same value back to the source.

We often think that our human lives are defined by the “big” things we do - our vocational or educational achievements, or financial success. Nope, it’s all about those small moments.  

The Other Half of the Equation

Because everyone and everything is interconnected, experiencing and enjoying your life is only half the equation. The other half is helping other "localized pieces of consciousness" (both people and animals) navigate their own experiences.

You don't need to dedicate your life to saving the world, just minimize the suffering of those around you in small, practical ways. Carry an elderly person’s shopping, buy a meal for someone in need, or simply just be a source of safety, warmth, and presence for others without demanding validation in return.

Crucially, we are also meant to be kind to ourselves. There is no original sin, no shame, and no cosmic judgment. You are not being analysed, critiqued, or graded.

Why Should I be Good?

If there is no cosmic judge or a hell to worry about, why shouldn't we just do whatever we want, no matter how harmful?

This was one of the harder parts for me to come to terms with.

“Evil” is just localized amnesia: forgetting what we truly are. When one person harms another, it is simply one part of the source acting upon another part of itself. It’s forgetting that when you harm, judge, or cheat someone, you are quite literally doing it to another version of yourself. The old maxim, "do unto others as you would have them do unto you", is a literal description of reality.

Aliens/UAPs/UFOs

I know I’ve taken my time getting to this point, but I had to lay the groundwork before I could explain what the UFO/UAP phenomenon is, why disclosure won’t happen, and why it doesn’t matter.

As I mentioned at the very top, the phenomenon is our control, security, and maintenance system for this universe. The “entities” or “beings” are just the body-less versions of ourselves – other drops from the source.

Along with monitoring our potential for destroying our playground, the phenomenon directs or nudges our spiritual (and possibly evolutionary) progress. Through confusion and misdirection, and occasional direct intervention, the phenomenon ensures that we as a collective (not individuals, but the broad collective of humanity) does not become too rigidly tied to one mindset. I believe it has something to do with widening our potential data collection pool, but there is more to it that I don’t quite understand.

Why Disclosure is Moot

The system cannot definitively reveal that it is real and that this is all a game. As such, there is no irrefutable proof of its existence. Nobody has enough of a handle on it for anything of value to be disclosed.

As I mentioned earlier, we must forget our origins when we enter these bodies. It’s the only way to ensure human experiences are “genuine”. If you knew for certain it was a simulation, you’d play it differently. The whole point is not knowing, or at least not knowing definitively. That’s why the phenomenon will never reveal enough of itself that it becomes irrefutable. It will only ever remain elusive, never definitive.

However, enjoy the disclosure soap opera for the entertainment it is, but with the realisation that you won’t learn anything you don’t already know. You know the phenomenon is real, which means it’s already done its work on you. In my case, it cracked an opening in my materialist mindset - for you it might have done something different, but for the same purpose. But the point is, it’s done what it's meant to do. It's not meant to be the focus; it’s only a jumping-off point.

The Truth is Not a Luxury Good

You also need to realize this: governments, militaries, podcasters, celebrities, and billionaires have no more access to the truth than you do. The idea of exclusivity around all this is utter nonsense. Those people are just other localized consciousnesses playing the exact same human game, trapped by their own confusion and illusion of authority, importance and control.

The truth of our reality, who we are, and where we come from, is not classified, and you don't need security clearance to access it. There is no first-class lounge for, or fast-track access to, the truth.

You are just as much a lead character in this silly cosmic game as anyone else.

Final Note

I must stress this too: there are no gurus, guides, experts, or priests for all this. There is no religion or spiritual hierarchy and nothing and no one that requires worship, deference, or reverence.

Some people, and events, might act as signposts along the way, but that’s all they are. After reading this, I don’t know any more than you do. You now have the essence of it.

Your guides and gurus are in the other realm. Stop looking out there and start looking within.

Anyway, there it is. I did my part.

[TL;DR - the second paragraph of this post is essentially a TL;DR]