Sissy discussion

Hey ! I’m a secret sissy , in absolutely obsessed with huge cock and BBC especially . I love watching porn and pretending I’m these sexy girls getting used . I love pretending I have tits with a breast plate and love lingerie of all sorts .
I have had this raging feeling of just needing to be used and stuffed . I want to be someone regular toy, a house wife and a fuck toy for them . It’s so hard to find a right man with a good dick . I just wish I was a complete women at times . It’s such a strange but raging feeling . Anyone near Jersey PA or VA?? If so please hmu lol .