Feeling a bit low - Should I Close my Sarva Dairy Store

For the past 6-7 days, I haven't posted anything anywhere.

NO WHATSAPP

NO INSTA

NO REDDIT

nothing

I was feeling a bit low because of the business,

I have a clear path of what i have to do, but not enough funds to pay this month's rent. I am taking a loss every day in the store operations. Also, my parents are pushing me towards preparation for the government. jobs or getting a job somewhere else and shutting down the dairy store. to be honest, I don't know how I would handle all this.

Perhaps "this too shall pass" is what is holding me rn
I want to ask: should I cover my journey on YouTube (to get money {ofc not quick rich} to support my business?)