From ‘freak’ to fabulous.

This guy has taken a huge bullet by dating someone who looked/sounded like me.

I know he’s queer but to have people stare at him because he is an African American and then to have someone stare at me because they thought I was a trans woman was the ultimate downgrade. I felt so fucking ugly for him. I felt so bad……..

I showed him my previous voice notes with how I sounded (because he forgot) and I watched his face drop. It did something to me…. He looked so sad. Not for him but for me.

Not because he was disgusted, but I guess he didn’t know how rough and ugly my voice sounded before my VFS compared to now. We talked and I cried telling him ‘thank you’ but he always says there’s nothing to be thankful for except me. He’s a wonderful boy. I love you will. Happy two years…

VFS has changed my LIFE. My Adam’s apple shave has SAVED MY LIFE.

I wouldn’t be here today without it. I couldn’t handle it anymore.

We still get looked at because we are a biracial couple, he’s also tall (6 2’) and I am short ( 5 4) , but (this is my opinion) I am thankful I don’t need to feel like I am embarrassing him further.