Top surgery soon

Okay, I’m consulting this November on the tenth. I’ll be at UNCA and am working with Dr. Eric Halvorson. I’m considering paying someone to drive me back to my dorm and say they’ll watch me, but I rly don’t like being seen or touched and overall don’t have anyone.
Im scared I’ll faint or something in my dorm, or that something might go wrong, but also idk how I’ll move rly. Has anyone else just roughed it out??