Despite the warnings

I’m only taking 20-40mg a day which really isn’t a lot, but I legit cannot stop taking this shit. I started using it because my pain with my job was just way too much as I have scoliosis which is getting worse by the year. I wanted to use leaf to transition off, but TN is blacklisted now. I have like 60+ tabs and I tell myself everyday that I’ll just use THC for a few days and some benzos to chill out but now I’m grabbing for the 7 first thing in the day and my tolerance is growing very quickly with the magic is already disappearing. I’m really mad at myself because 5 days ago I went like 2 days and had the shits all day and was really really depressed and I could’ve kept pushing but I didn’t. Any tips my friends? should I just use like 15mg today and then 12 tomorrow like that? Thanks 🙏