IM SO MAD CAN SOME1 HELP ME PLS

I legit forgot her @ and do not have pics, the submaker is cadence and my whole playlist of her has disappeared and I can't find no more her channel. I don't know if ytb terminated it or she did something. I'm so mad, she's the only one that her ug wl work so fast, I've lost 10kg in 2 weeks, my clothes fits me well instead of being tight. I'd if someone can speak about it or know her, I need answers