Tired

These past few years I haven't gotten a job. Reason #1 I have no one to cover me at my church. So I'm part of a worship team and I'm mainly the slideshow guy and we were suppose to train people this year but they suddenly forgot? I feel like I'm worried way too much and now a bunch of bad stuff has been happening lately... I wasted a few years of my life instead of focusing on my career, my mom has to work 6 days a week and my dad got lay off recently...

Also of my thoughts during the night would be "was i a mistake, is serving at my church what I'm really called to do or was it just a mistake"

Someone just help me i can't take it anymore