I don’t know if I’m bi or lesbian

I know that this is a question that nobody besides myself can answer but I really need some guidance. it feels so stupid coming to reddit with a question like this but I’ve been debating between being lesbian or bisexual for months now. I’ve been using the lesbian label for nearly a year now and it felt great, I felt comfortable with it, but then my stupid brain started making me feel like I’m lying about it.

I’ve never really been attracted to guys, the one kiss I had with one I didn’t really feel much. what I thought was love was moreso just nerves at having my first kiss. but now for the part that makes me doubt — I get excited when literally anyone has attraction for me. but with guys it’s moreso just the attention that comes with it, and I don’t reciprocate.

I also am crushing on one fictional man from a tv show but I don’t feel anything for the actor if that makes sense. I’ve asked myself questions, whether or not I can see myself happy with man (no) if I’ve ever really been happy while with a man (also no) and way more that I can’t even remember. I just need to know if anyone else has dealt with this and figured out their sexuality 😭