My brains just hit rock bottom and I dont know what to do

First I get OCD where it tampers my way of living. And now I seem to constantly forget even the smallest of things? Its gotten to a point where my brain hyperfixates on things I've forgotten and I can't do anything without my brain constantly reminding me. Like even for few minutes my brain seems to forget basically anything and it drives me nuts.

On top of executive dysfunction with speech and difficulty focusing, my brain's going full dementia mode. Hooray!

Honestly I’d rather regress to a vegetable state where I lose the ability to speak or think than constantly suffer flickers of these illnesses. Like god, my brain just continously deteriorates like at this point I’m gonna lose all my mental capabilities and regress into a primitive state with the way my brains acting.

Apologize for that stress inducing vent but I’ve gotta get better back to my glory days soon. 🥺