So the thing is long story short, my 12th and jee are fked. 

Ik I have messed everything up and made a huge fking stoopid mistake ik, but now whats done is done. I regret it ofc but it was my own actions which led me here so yeah.

Thing is I have compartment in maths after i pass that(very damn sure will do) even with a lower score my percentage will be 64 65%.

But my jee is totally fked up only 40%ile.

**The thing is I genuinely want to go a clg this year(btech cse) and just like fix my mistake and work hard there**.

**But cuz of my scores i ain't getting any normal college.**

**So far the only college option I can see is** 

**Bennett but that fking thing is costing 24L with hostel for the course(btech cse).**

Now I am really confused about what to do.

Bennett is proper tier 3 and the roi thing is fked.

I cant find any other good options in delhi ncr for my scores, which would consider this compartment thing too.

The campus and everything is good but then this 24L is seriously holding me back.

And I honestly don't want to go for a drop, if i go for that I would be starting from August start and like from scratch u can say, I have only done board lvl  stuff.

**So please guide me wtf should I do,** 

**Suggest more clgs if u can in delhi ncr region. Which I can approach with such results, like which do direct admission or management stuff.**

**I am a delhi hs + obc guy if that matters here.**

**I don't want to go for clgs like amity, galgotia.**

I am literally cooked deep fried. Please guide me i request u.