I hate my parents so fucking much, I wish they were out of my life forever.

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I 21m currently live at home with both of my parents 59m and 56f, and im not gonna lie, I hate them both so fucking much. I want to be free from them so badly. Just growing up, I was constantly monitored and controlled over. When I was a kid, I never got to go to any of my friends house, I never got to grow up like a regular child. I never got to go to my best friends house, play video games, and go on bike rides with all the kids in the neighborhood or play nerf guns, no I was heavily sheltered and constantly locked in my room always being forced to study or I had to prep for SAT or constantly forced to get all A's on my report card and made sure to get honor roll in high school. Even during high school, I wasnt allowed to get a job, save up money, buy my own car, which made me entirely dependent on my parents for everything right now. Even now, I cant even go outside without their permission. Im 21 years old and im forced to stay inside all fucking day. Im currently a college student, and I fucking the college im at. Its in VA, and VA sucks ass, only thing here is data centers. My high school grades were ao good, I deadass couldve gotten into so many high level colleges from California to Arizona to Washington State to NYU, I COULDVE GONE TO FUCKING NYU! But my fucking parents forced me not to because those places were "Too far" and they didnt want me too far from home so they forced me to go to the bum ass college im at now. The classes are bad for my major and ive basically had to teach myself. Its also a commuter school so outside of class days, no one is here, its basically a ghost town, no one wants to talk to eachother, all they want to do is study. I wasted three fucking years of my life at a place I didnt want to be all because my stupid fucking parents wanted me close to home. God I fucking hate them. Had I gotten my way, I couldve gone to an actual good college, had an actual social life, and taken a good curriculum for my major. My whole life, I never got to live for myself, I was constantly living for my parents, Im always constantly doing what they want, not what I want. I feel cheated out of my youth, I feel cheated out of 3 years of my life ill never get back. Hell not just the 3 years at college, my entire fucking childhood! Not to mention, I am 21 years old, and im forced tk have a fucking bedtime, its so fucking humiliating! I hate it. I just wish my parents weren't in my life, as soon as I get a good paying job, im moving and cutting them off completely. Anytime I always try to argue that im an adult, I can vote or drink or do whatever I want and that its my choice, I always get the whole, "You live under my house, my rules" Yeah because I couldn't save up money for an apartment "Youre my kid, I brought you into this world" I DIDNT FUCKING ASK FOR THAT "We're doing whats best for you" NO I WANNA DO WHAT BEST FOR ME!

Tl;dr I hate my parents so much because they constantly control and monitor me and they make all the major decisions for my life when I never got to. Theyre basically just helicopter parents who are so overprotective. I wasnt allowed to go to the college I wanted to, I didnt have much of a social life. My parents all they want is to control me.