Feeling Like The Odd Person Out ALWAYS

Hiiii, I’m 27F and struggling with relationships. I get jealous when some people are so easily and quickly liked and able to connect with people. I keep thinking something is wrong with me, that my presence just gives off unwanted vibes.

Even with my friends, family, and in my romantic relationship, I feel like I’m never the chosen one and it’s such a chore for people to hang out with me. When I talk, I feel like no one actually cares about what I say. But when I watch other people talk, they are so attentive and caring. I don’t understand it.

Does anyone else feel like this? Could it just be in my head?

Would love to hear your experiences & any feedback is welcome