What does happiness feel like?

30 M here I know all of you exhausted of the week and happy with the week end, sorry for posting a such a boring or low post, But I'm curious what does it really feel like.

I've got humans around me but I feel loneliness, I'm searching for home this years,

Never had a opportunity to have a genuine human connection, All I see is people who wants to use me when ever they need like money, some work to be done etc.

I compromise in my friendships always, I was not taken serious in my family or with my friends, I sacrifice always but when I speak up, they feel I offended them.

I just want to say to someone so posted here,

Bye guys, take care,