What is the Point in Continuing to Live a Life I don't Want to Anymore?

This is a genuine question here, no bullshit.

I am now 26 years old and I hate my life. I have hated my life since I was 14 years old and have suicidal thoughts since then. I always said that things would get better when I went off to college. Then I said things would get better when I graduated and they didn't. I don't have any friends, and never really have. I don't have a good career or any money really. I don't have any girlfriends and haven't even kissed a girl in years at this point.

Sure, I do have my family, but 90% of them view me as the failure/loser in the family. I don't even blame them either. Them thinking that is completely justified.

I genuinely just have nothing going for me, and I have come to realization that isn't going to change. I don't want to live anymore.