Anyone Else Struggle With The heartbreak of having NO FRIENDS? 🥹

I fear as soon as you turn an age where you don’t go to college anymore/uni especially if you can’t work, making friends is SO hard.

I’ve spent so long tryina make friends and I do have some but I just crave the kind of depth in a friendship where you can just be yourself, crazy, silly like sisters and I kind of grieve not having that yet.

I still have hope to find those kind of people but there is a specific kind of loneliness when you don’t conform to society’s standards.

You don’t meet people at bars or clubs, you don’t go out to school and for me I work at home too so it’s just difficult.

I actually recently joined a girls group where solo girls in my area go on trips and I’m SUPER excited hoping to meet people but we all are in a group chat for it and my first msg everyone just aired 💀 and I know it’s not that deep and they probably just missed it or didn’t know but yeah all I asks for is if they wud remind us the day before the event and just AIRED…

So my fear of rejection or being left out is like 🚨‼️🚨‼️🚨‼️but I’m sure it’ll be fun 😶

Anyone else struggle with close girl friendships but crave them so bad?