My birthday is Monday I will turn 34. And I hate it.

I really hate every single birthday and aging and be more older. People is worse with me especially my classmate they are are on earlier 20s. They look at me like a loser for been the most older at the class run. Teachers are less patient with me because I'm a old man. So, I never got marry or made a family. I'm just alone I this world getting older, useless and ugly. I really have every single birthday because I know is a year less of life. But i guess that is the life born, grow, and pass away.