Vent

So basically, I have a job that I hate and I have vacation this week, today was last day before this vacation and I thought I would feel a lot better but I feel a little anxious. I feel a little lost and the worst thing that I do when I feel this things is I peal off the skin from the fingers not only from my hands, but also from my feet and this is ridiculous. I went to the gym right after work. I had a pre-workout. I worked out so good then I came home. then I ate three ice creams and a lot of M&Ms and I feel disgusting like I don’t blame myself for doing those things cause I understand that I’m stressed and stuff, but I just don’t know like that. I have no energy to go and take a shower. I don’t have any energy to I don’t know do anything so I was just thinking if I can vent on this app so that maybe I will not feel that lonely about it so if you want to comment on this post, I would be so grateful and yeah, just leave a message. Maybe you also feel stressed and lonely and we can just support each other cause I feel like that’s what I need right now. I just wanna talk. I have friends and stuff, but I just can’t vent to them and yeah, I kind of feel miserable because I’m trying to lose weight a lot and I’m trying to be healthy and have PCOS fuck that shit and I’m eating a lot like I over eat a lot so yeah I’m trying not to blame myself. This is emotions right but I just don’t know like I have to feel happy that I have vacation because I hate my job and I felt so tired recently but I just cannot enjoy it(