I dont feel supported by my parents

I have ocd duh LOL and I know my father definitely doesn't accept that i have it, my stepmom on the other hand believes it and is much more in tune with mental health scene.

But they honestly js dont get me, even after letting my step mom attend my therapy session its like she doesnt get it. We had an argument the other day of my friends because I cant hang out with them because she doesnt want me hanging out w boys/men at their house.

In therapy we covered that i dont like being controlled like this. So when my stepmom said that I just felt like my pleas of help were just ignored. And im fallen into a depression again , I feel helpless.

Tomorrow I am going to see my friend because he is the only one that gets me. However, I feel like I am the worst person of all, having intrusive thoughts about being a horrible child but I want to go, I need to go for my own sanity. I just feel disgusting

Sorry for bad English. I am really sleepy.