i mean i guess bro (TW: suicide mentions)

​>!ever since i've fully gone back to being male, i felt great and relieved, but also lost and empty because my intrusive thoughts keep telling me my social detransition is fake and that i'm trans in denial. it sucks, it really sucks because i have always felt comfy with being a man, even when i IDed as enby. now i can only blame this bs on one thing.. trauma. my harassers have ruined me and my mental health forever and i'll never ever feel like ​​​a man ever again. fuck this shit, i'd rather kms more than to keep living and hating how androgynous my body and my voice​​ is!<