Fucked my ass with a dildo for the first time last night

I pulled an all-nighter last night because i got sucked into a super intense gooning session. I spent hours slowly stretching my asshole open until i was stretched open enough to fit my dildo in my ass and.. holy shit it felt so much better than i could've imagined. Ive never had more than my small butt plug in my ass, and feeling every inch of my dildo slowly slide inside my lubed up asshole was a whole other level. I knew i would like being fucked in the ass but finally feeling the real thing hits different. My ass feels so empty now and all i can thing about is when ill be able to stretch my hole open again and stuff it full with my dildo. I want to get a bigger dildo so i can stretch and fill my ass even more. I want to only be allowed to play with my asshole and banned from pleausring myself with my aching grooly cunt. It honestly felt better to slowly fuck that dildo deep in my ass than it ever did to fuck my cunt with that same dildo.. i think this just proves that I'm meant to be an anal only slut and i need to keep training my asshole to take toys and fingers and fat gooner cock.