I hope I die soon...

Hi yall, Im 18 and I just wanted to share with yall what I have been thinking.

Today as I was cutting my toenails I noticed both of them had whitish deposits filled in them,clusters of it and immediately knew what it was, as someone suffering with psoriasis since past 2 years I have seen and researced enough to know that it's sign of early psoaritic athritis.

I have been suffering from chronic ringworm that just wont go and If they do they just gonna come back someday stronger.

Yeah i have consulted dermatologists I have eaten pills and applied creams ever since I was a little kid,

These diseases literally took away my childhood from me.

Since age of 14 I have been suffering from nodular acne which is still persistant on my whole face and has left so many scars that won't just cure.

Recently I was admitted into a hospital because I developed stomach issue which combined with vitamin deficiency and severe anemia led to a really bad health.

I hope all these diseases just make me die soon or do something to my organs or heart so i can finally rest in peace.

Im tired of living a life that requires challenge everyday that other people don't even know about.

I just hope I die soon I will pray for it...