[M17] is THIS considered asexual

guys idk how to start this but ive been trying to figure out my sexuality for so long and like. i USED to think i was a straight guy

basically there was this girl in my class. i thought she seemed cool and asked my friend to let her know that. she agreed to start dating. we ofc just stopped talking because we never gave a relationship vibe lol.

and now that i look back at it. honestly i wasn't even feeling attraction. i was just bored and gaslighted myself into thinking i like someone 😭

and once i did date. i treated it like a friendship.

and the issue is that even if she looked like the love of everyone's lives. i would still not wanna get intimate(aka crack)

like the only crush i had was in elementary school. and then i lost interest in girls or in cracking or anything.

is this asexuality or boredom?

also i dont have a life so ill reply to u guys almost instantly if u have a question

thank yall