One of my friend

When I was in college, I became friends with a girl who is now one of my very good friends. We have a really strong bond. She has an amazing personality — she is very friendly, has a beautiful face, and is extremely intelligent. I honestly find her almost perfect.

The problem is that whenever I see her, I feel a little complex. On top of that, she has amazing female friends. During a trip with her and another friend of mine, I noticed how close they both were. They were always hanging out, taking pictures together, and making videos, while I felt like I was just the third wheel.

Sometimes, I feel a little jealous and wonder, “How can someone be so perfect?” I really admire her personality and the way she is.

How can I not compare myself to her.🫠

Plus I am not lesbian so don't call me😭