I am bipolar

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m23 here

idk how many of you can relate to this..

All day i am a very decent guy who looks good, innocent,kind , sensitive and i am a feminist, i try my best to understand and support girls actually, I'm not even kidding.

And at night when i get horny I turn into a completely different person, i go crazy for girls, read hot confessions, watch various porn , talk to cucks sometimes online while enjoying the pics of their family women, degrading them even if I don't want to, it's all too fucked up tbh, all this shit and i jerk off and sleep.

every morning i think why the fuck am i doing all this, but the same night it all feels surreal