My ex used to tie my long hair to the bed and use me like a slut all night

I am a tomboy and I have this huge hair pulling fetish that I have always loved. My hair is really long, thick and jet-black, it used to reach my upper thighs, I trimmed it to butt length but I am planning to grow it out again.

My ex-boyfriend figured this out and took full advantage of this. He would tie my long hair tightly to the bed frame so I couldn not move my head much, then make me sleep completely naked on the floor the whole night like his personal pet.

In the morning or middle of the night he would pull my hair even harder, force me into doggy style while it was still tied, and fuck me rough while verbally degrading me calling me his slut, his whore, telling me how pathetic I looked with my hair tied like that.

The sharp tugs on my scalp, the helplessness, and his dirty words made me so insanely wet every single time. I know most women would hate this kind of treatment, but I secretly loved every second of it. I still fantasize about it.