I feel alone

Guys, I had the teenagers few years ago. It started when I was 19 it was so bad psychologically and there’s a cure make me more fragile and after that 6-8 month ago my vss bellow normal not much but I have other symptoms to I don’t wanna say all of them, but

I just wanna hear the quietness I mean I just wanna see clearly I just wanna feel free from all that sickness on my body. I feel like I’m cursed you know is one of you feel the same like me. I just wanna find a cure. I know there is no cure for that, but I feel so alone you know nobody probably understand me in real life or other stuff. Only people here probably understand me. I just want to know guys it feel bad I know there’s no solution but I hope we can feel better but I mean I don’t believe for people or other stuff. I love you all.