Today’s is the day to quit

For many years I have been trying to quit but kept relapsing over and over again. And always promise myself I’ll stop but keep coming back and regret every time I finish watching i lt. about a year ago my girlfriend caught me having porn on my phone a few times and told me about it and she broke down crying and the few times she caught me I always promised her that I stopped but still went back a week after but this time she hasn’t caught me yet but I would like to stop for her and for my health as well and I don’t want it to get any worse. I love her to death but don’t know why I just go back to it I hate it. I remember one day she had told me that people who were porn addicted overtime they get worse and worse of watching types of porn and I saw myself doing that and noticed so for me I want to quit for good and do more better thing and focus on other stuff that I need to do but at the point I kinda know where to start but at the same time I don’t. I’m just tired of hiding it and tired of feeling to stressed out on hiding this addiction and watching it when she’s not home and have to delete everything before she gets home and double checking to see that everything is hidden. I’m done and want to quit for good