Difficulties with mom and fem-clotes

So, wanted to hear what others think/would do

I'm 16, a guy who loves to dress feminine when (only when) home alone. Not provocative/lewd stuff, just simple and comfy. For me it's like a suit/costume which is lovely to wear once in a while.

But my mom found out that I have such clothes and demanded that I throw it all away. She is quite conservative and extremely adamant on that point. Feels like she's afraid and disgusted.

I hid it all and lied about throwing my fem clothes away. And it seems like my mom calmed down a bit. But for me it's just constant stress, like, what if she finds it again?

I tried talking to my mom but it seems that she cannot be convinced otherwise. She thinks it's gonna snowball and lead me the wrong way or corrupt me or something... But I just like the clothing.

So, either I throw it all away to get rid of the stress but kinda betraying myself OR I keep it hidden which brings me stress but I get to do what I love

It's way too complicated for me to figure out... Please share your opinion, thx!