I feel so defeated

I failed year 1 twice; the school itself thinks I am not suitable for the program, which ideally makes sense, but right now, considering where I live and shit, I am left with no choices internationally, and I do not speak the language here.

I can't go anywhere out of the country right now, as I need to complete the stay here to earn a passport and whatnot

Parents are disappointed, and they blame me for it, which is valid, but the motivation is low to earn a diploma at this point

I honestly have no idea what advice I am looking for here, but I don't think there's an option for me anymore... There are no choices.