doomed yuri

when i was 16 and ,there was this senior girl who was 19. she and i were in the same bus. she was really pretty, like really really pretty. i used to get on the bus earlier than her. she used to smile past and be at the last seat. one day, i saw her with her "boyfriend", and i was like oh she has a boyfriend.

one thing lead to another, and we started talking. she used to sit beside me in the bus, use to play around with my hair, made sure my hands were "moisture", and held my hands till we had to separate for our classes.

i was really suprised with all of that, cause obviously she had a boyfriend. and i told her about it,then she told me that she had brokenup with her boyfriend. and after a few months, we kind off started going out together.

there was also this senior dai who liked her, oneday i randomly get a text from that dai saying how and why are she and i so close, ani i told him that she is the one who wanted all of it and broke up with her boyfriend for it.

the dai told me that, she said the same to him aswell. as any sensible person would do, i asked her about it. she said that yes she had but it was before she and i got close and blahblah. i asked her if she and the dai are still talking, ani she said yes. and i asked her if she wants to continue talking with him or not, she told me she wouldnot.

after like a week or so, the dai texts me again, saying that they fought and that she is unreachable now. i texted her and she replied to me saying that she is sad over something she cannot share with me. i told her if it is because of the fight she and the dude had, and i told her that i knew they were still talking. i had had enough, and i just told her to not text me again.

all 3 of us were in same bus together. she tried talking with me for a week or so, would randomly cry. and it stopped after a week. i was away from all of that toxic mess. and one day, she was siting alone and i went to talk with her, she started shaking saying she did me wrong but liked me.

the crazy shit is: she was texting me and that dai, dating the "boyfriend" the whole time and was also on and off with her ex. she also dated the dai after they graduated .

i am 19 now, she and i havenot contacted eachother since like a year, i am not hurt or anything, we have senior junior relationship, its just crazy to think about it now.