S9 killed all my self-confidence

I wanted to be a good hitscan so I started in season 8.5, it was going well with Hela/Phoenix, but S9 has so much clutter and dumb shit going on I can't even aim steadily with all the stuff on the screen, meanwhile I get dived by melee chars that just destroy me.

I then try to play other characters myself that seem good rn like Storm, Iron Man, or whoever, but I just chainlose. I don't know what to do, who to play anymore