need to vent

hello, m 21 from india, I am a dental student and currently in final year. I need to let out a few things, starting off with the fact that i don't feel like living anymore, i have lost faith in this world, I have not met a single person in my life who isn't selfish and cruel. my so called friends also constantly harass and bully me to add to the fact that my family is also having financial problems and I feel like a burden on my parents. a lot of my batchmates gossip about me due to lot of reasons, I try and be kind to everyone, even the security workers and peons but i get constantly bullied and made fun of. I dont feel like living in such a horrible world. I have been bullied all my life and i really dont know what to do anymore