Nonchristians of this subreddit, what recommendations do you have for me?

I previously made a few posts to see if anyone had any resources for learning about Christianity without apologetics and became flooded with people who kept pushing their apologetics.

I am just looking for any books or resources that you have found to be informative of the Christian faith. Since I am being inundated with apologetics, I figured I could see what their critics have to say, so that I can be intellectually honest.

Maybe you all can be more helpful than the Christian community has been on here