How do you post regularly ?

Kind of a rhetorical question actually, I just need to vent about myself. I love writing on AO3, it’s the one thing I can do that doesn’t make me anxious, the one “safe place” where discussing with people feels doable, as opposed to most other situations. I write a lot, multi chapter fics mostly because I can’t seem to stop having many ideas. I have my dabble account full with stories that I haven’t written and posted yet, just pitched for later to focus on the three ones I’m writing currently. I used to be super regular when posting, like a chapter a week, but I’ve found myself struggling with it these past couple months. I have plenty of ideas but when I open the file, it takes me a lot of time and effort to get back into it. It used to happen with only one fic I haven’t updated in a year ( can’t get the mojo back I despise it ) but now it’s happening with the ones I love and am excited to write. It’s so confusing and exhausting. It feels like I’m failing myself and my regulars ( who don’t even mind my irregularity).

Anyways thanks for reading my venting 😭