Missing Bulls

My girlfriend (F27) and I (M30) have opened our relationship this year. We started off with her doing solo play and making videos so we could start off low-key since we live in a town where everyone knows everyone almost. The first bull lasted about a month and for the most part she really liked him.

It’s interesting because no offense to the guy but there’s nothing really special about him just your typical blonde nerdy guy. On the smaller side and couldn’t last that long tbh. (The ego in me really liked that part lol) but he made her moan and say things I couldn’t make her say which drove me crazy. The new relationship energy she had for this guy and how horny she was for him made me so horny.

Eventually that fizzled out and her second bull lasted about 2/3 weeks after that. He lived an hour away so it was mostly texting and they only hung out once. He was more of a Chad. Tall, bulky, nice hair and beard but she didn’t really think he was that cute. She liked everything else and we both said why not. I was nervous the whole time she was talking to him thinking about how good he would fuck my girlfriend.

So for their date went out to eat, got drinks and my gf told me to move my car so she can park hers in the drive way. He fucked her in the back of her car while I waited inside. Another huge turn off that was driving me wild because it was dark and I couldn’t see from the window sadly. But that also fizzled out quick. She seems to be fine and can just drop guys and move on to the next one while I catch myself thinking about them from time to time.

It’s weird because I never thought I would be doing that. I guess I was also disappointed because I never got the chance to watch or join in :/ it’s hard finding bulls