2nd drop tips dedo

After careful consideration I am restarting my prep. Beech mai koi colllege mil gya toh sahi But i can't waste time thinking milega hi..
i am aiming for a few pvt colleges aur sure nhi hu.
Time waste na kru isilye starting prep aajse. Initially mai hellbent thi drop lena hai but everyone demotivated me. Abh lena pdh rha majboori mai even though I am disinterested af. Coaching results k baad shyd join kru after getting a better picture if I can get into some kalej
Kisko koi advice ya tips deni hai dedo.