420 is peak

Left this substance abuse scene for quite some months. Was in deep depression and chronic insomnia for the last few months due to some mental health issues. Left all hope in life and felt under confident in everything. Just asked someone for a few drags from their j and now I'm on top of the world. Feel new again. the constant dread ended and im seeing the world as if im reborn. Thinking about doing a course on a different subject and also big future dreams. So im asking all older stoners about some advice? Should I continue to get stoned once in a while to fill my confidence tank or should I quit it for good?

Tldr: Life felt colourful after leaving weed and it feels good again after relapse