Should I just stop making friends?
I cut off all contacts when my awakening started. Gradually made new friends during the process. Went through dark night of the soul and all. Now I’m getting towards full stabilisation. I’m starting to distance myself from these new friends again. Because my personality has shifted a lot.
I just want to be alone most of the time. I have no desire to go out, no desire to experience things, no hobbies. Maintaining any kind of social interaction feels so emotionally draining. I don’t feel like talking to anyone if it requires emotional effort.
Honestly, I’m very comfortable being in this state. I’m actually happy and I’m fully myself. But I just seem so weird and out of place to others. People think I’m cold and withdrawn.
Did this happen to anyone else? Is this a phase again? Need some advice. Thx
Posted Jul 11, 2026, 1:24 PM UTC