Should i do integrated?

im in 11th now (science) in a school (non integrated) and im really hating it. The notebook completion and project is so annoying, teachers are shit and the 75% attendence is just 🙏🏻 i dont* want to give entrance exams like jee or neet. should i do integrated for 12th? at pw ? but the thing is they are competitive exams focussed so i think ill get cooked with that amount of workload just for nothing. so confusedd any advice?