Is it normal that you aren’t friends with your siblings?

Hello.👋 just wanna share my sentiments or observations with my family. My siblings and I used to be close though not so close when we were young, now that we are in adulthood it seems like we are distant with each other. I am just wondering if somehow someone can relate in here. I don’t like my siblings as i grow up, i see them as irresponsible and arrogant. They always make me feel less, that I am incapable and the thing is even when they seem to do many things on the wrong side, they seem just to be having fun in life while here I am just being angry at them mostly because of the way they treat me. Now I wish i never even had a sibling because why do they even exist if all they do is make me feel anxious and less of a person.