36m I’m so desperate to be cucked by my bbw wife

I know I’ve got a small dick that can’t make her cum, I know she’s taken plenty of big cocks in the past. I’d love to be a humiliated little cuck. Totally bullied and made to wear her panties to feel like the inferior man that I am. I want to watch in awe whilst a big, thick cock gives her exactly what I can’t and I want them both to tell me that whilst my wife has the best sex of her life. All whilst I leak into her panties, embarrassed of how pathetic I am.