I'm stuck

Yawrr see I gave my first attempt in neet 2026 mtlb this year as a 12th student, and i am only getting 330 marks something my parents are so disappointed in me they be like itne marks tow ghr baithke ajatee, 2 saal bhar jaake delhi jaake kya Krliya, and now my father si saying kii YHI ksi local university seh bams krlo, and wo university bhot khrb h but he thinks that wha seh bams kro phir neet pg clear krlo achhe seh then bss hogya, but it's not that simple ik, kyunki that university is like worse, but I really want to take a drop, re neet k marks khrb hogye wrna usse phle I was getting 540 something, but ik some how I will convince them for drop lekin they are saying ki drop lena h tow ghr seh baithke lo but they are not understanding i not good at studying online maine kbhi ghr baithke padhai ki hi ni h, i really want to join a offline coaching but they thought mai wha bhi ni padhungi paise waste krungi and they are clearly saying no, meri mental health iss chkkr m bhot khrb hogyi h