Targeted at work

Has anyone had experience being targeted, mocked and bullied while on SR? I have been practicing SR since the last 10 years and only released via sex every 3-4 months. The past 4 years I have been at a job that made me alot of money and put me in a very comfortable position in life, and gave me financial freedom but the past 1-2 years have gotten progressively bad.

A lot of evil, bad and weird things started to happen this year. I was completely free from all alcohol, cigarettes and intoxicants and only used zyn pouches the last 2 months.

Alot of envious males trying to sabotage and ruin my life and take away what I have achieved and gained. They would mock, ridicule and try to humiliate even though I would never say anything. Some people tried to stalk me in a malicious manner and tried to even gain access to my accounts.

I had worked hard to reach that position and especially since I come from a poor family, I was planning to bring us out of poverty or financial insecurity.

But the targeted attacks became so bad that I had to resign as my mental health could not take it anymore although my boss didnt want me to leave and asked me that I could come back whenever I wanted.

I have also been drinking alot of alcohol and smoking cigarettes and just tiny amounts of weed. I think these things bring alot of bad vibration and I am finding myself starting all over again and worried I may not be able to ever bring my family out of financial insecurity.

I am not sure whether I am losing it, paranoid or has anyone experienced such attacks? I hope I can come out of this mess.