Clingy

I got to used to talking to my boyfriend 24/7 because of how lax his job is (he’s on a business trip :( ). He’s basically my cg even though we never said it out loud he just took on that role automatically. But now he’s sleeping in. I woke up really early and I’m just so excited to talk to him. But now I’m regressing all the time and since he’s always around for it I panic when he’s not around for it because I don’t know what to do with myself or my feelings when he’s away. It’s all involuntary but I just want to talk to him so bad and he’s busy sleeping and has to actually work today too. But I can’t snap out of it either so I feel stuck!! And just really really miss him 🥲