dreading starting a new job next week

im not diagnosed, but my doctor thinks it’s likely that i do have POTS. there is a huge waitlist for the TTT, so i’m stuck diagnosis-less for some time.

i’m starting a job as an online order person at a retail store. it’s not the most ideal, being on my feet the entirety, but it’s been a struggle for me to get a job and i really need it, so i took it.

i’m just so nervous to start. with how unpredictable it is for me to wake up and feel awful, or randomly during the day feel sickly, i’m dreading my start. any tips or support would be awesome : )