Being truly alone would solve all my problems

Im sort of comfortable with the idea of being forever alone, lately it has been giving me a sense of relief for some reason. I just feel like im starting to hate people in general or any deep connection. I have a close old friend visiting and i dont have the energy to even talk most of the time, like it almost feels like a burden having someone close to you… i just want to go back to my routine, finish work and just be alone, ive had this feeling with my parents who i love too, i dont hate the people close to me but i just want to be left alone

Sometimes i feel that if every person on the planet disappears, i would be able to become the best version of myself