feeling ashamed

a friend came sleeping at home i saw her in her underwear.shes so hot i couldnt stop looking at her especially her feet... i got stupidely hard all night i wish she would have made me her bitch but nothing happened and now i cannot stop thinking of her ass her tight and those perfect feet.......she also talked about her sexual preference quite a bit witch turned me even more on im a subby slut if she had snapped her finger i would have dropped on my knees and worshiped her...but nothing happened im ashamed of thinking about it that much...