Birthdays are depressing without your presence, P.

Hi P, before you, i used to come to this subreddit and think of the sad souls who write letters for their partners whom they think they'd have a future with; and wondered how they were coping up with their lives. I won't lie, when writing you love letters, I copied a bit or two from this subreddit.

It has been more than a year now since we broke up, and you told me that id move on within a year, guess you were wrong. I'm still not over you. You live just a few minutes from my place and I wonder if I could still see you, or at least a glance but I stopped trying as this would just make me look like a creep. Each and every second makes me miss you even more. It's my birthday coming up and this will be my second birthday with you in it. Birthdays make me miss you even more because you were my best part. I cherished the day because I was a year older with you in it, now it feels depressing. I'm pretty sure you won't find this, but a birthday with you near me would make me feel alive again. At least for a short span of time. I can never ask you to meet me as I know you'd never want to meet me. That's how you planned the breakup with me but I haven't moved on. I can never move on. The memories we had together can never be recreated or replaced. All the things you gave me, all of our photos together, i still look at them. I'm still obsessed with you, I'm sorry I couldn't show it when we were together. I'm sorry I couldn't give you the assurances. Now the time has passed and there's nothing that can happen. I miss you P. I will always miss and love you.

Sorry for my bad english, you were always better at it.