[M4A] Tell me how much of a cheating whore my gf is and that I should accept it.

My gf was a huge slut before we met and had a fwb who she’d admire nonstop. I found out she was having an emotional affair with him and something just clicked in my head. While I’m still feeling the pain, a cuck part in my head was planted and it’s only growing bigger.

I’ve been looking at old texts of how she’d let herself get passed around by toxic alpha men. She would let herself get fucked by guys she didn’t even like. She also works in the medical field and gets hit on by her coworkers.

Please tell me it’s the best scenario I’m ever going to get because of my small dick and lackluster performance in bed. Please tell me I deserve the situation I’m currently in and that she has every right to cheat. I don’t want help getting out of this, I want to be kicked further down these cuck thoughts and accept my place.

Please tell me how much of a whore my gf was back then and how she’s still a whore now. Not only that, tell me how much she’s a cheating easy bitch, and how that’s the best I can do.